You may go to great lengths to ensure there is harmony around you and that you are running a ‘tight ship’. You may deny your feelings to have a sense of control and this may result in more feelings than you know what to do with. Try not to make yourself small to fit in, when you were born to stand out and inspire others to think in new ways. You have ideas but you may doubt yourself and may be striving for perfection, driven by a fear of failure and rejection. If so, make the best of where the wind takes you, focussing on what needs to be done and this may help you to find your centre again. Ideally stay focussed on what you love, as well as structure and discipline and there is the potential for transformation, as you wake up to the freedom that can only be found within.
Your struggle to be independent and self-confident may feel like quite a burden as you may feel pushed into new territory as well as pulled in different directions. You may want time on your own, but may feel forced into dealing with things. Be aware that you can be quite impractical in your idealism, as well as impatient. Allow others to help you and try to spend no time comparing yourself with others, feeling you don’t measure up and that you are not good enough. Listen to your inner voice as well as to others, stay true to who you are, it’s not just about appearance, true beauty comes from within.
Suddenly closing your door to others, leaving the past behind, determined not to reopen past issues, is not always the best way forward. Conflict is sometimes necessary, especially if you want to break through and transform things. You don’t always have to put your suit of armour to go into battle in fact your sensitivity is one of your greatest strengths. So, move away from any illusions of glamour, use your sensitivity to help you connect with the much bigger picture and to see clearly. You may be holding on too tightly to a structure that has gone and now may be the time to let go with love all that no longer serves you. Along the way, follow your emotions, allowing your generous nature to come through and remember to laugh.
You may be determined to get to the bottom of things and can be quite unstoppable. But, in the process you may feel pushed out of your comfort zone and may be surprised by the amount of emotion and re-evaluation that may be required. Try to see things as others do and to be open to new thinking. In the process you may decide to get out of the way so others can come through, ideally making more time for fun and less time for judgement.
You have an indomitable spirit that doesn’t recognise defeat and you rarely back down from confrontation. Even though you may want to stay one step ahead ‘things’ may keep coming up to be dealt with. If so, try to stay focused on where you want to get to and as much as possible let go of the past and your fear of failure, have more faith in yourself and the universe. Try to keep things simple and there is the potential for new solutions and a successful outcome.
Try to master what you do in your own way and in your own time, without being stressed or driven. Recognition is important to you and will come, in the meantime focus on the courage to truly be yourself, recognising when you have enough. Understand the strength in kindness and try to use your true feelings to see clearly. Recognise the power in silence, your patience and ability to wait can take you a long way. Above all love what you do – you have the potential to bring in new thinking and to use your own suffering to help others, turning negative into positive. To do this you may have to drop the martyrdom, to focus on getting to the bottom of things, by listening to yourself and others and by focusing on what needs to be understood in front of you.
You may feel sensitive and fragile, there may be lots of emotion with regard to bringing about change. You may feel pushed out of your comfort zone and pulled in many directions. If so, try not to be impatient and critical, listen to others and try to keep your words clear and simple, let things happen in their own good time. You may know you have something to complete, although you may not know how. Your longest and most important journey may be from your head to your heart, as you may decide just to go for it, not just for yourself but for others. It may be time to teach and give your wisdom …
You may plan in great detail and truly want to make things better for others, but you may have to be flexible too and perhaps go with the flow more than you would like. Be grateful to the obstacles – they keep you focused, grounded and help you to connect with others in a whole new way. Be sensitive to those around you and expect a degree of compromise, but not where your ultimate goals are concerned. You might also be closer than you think to turning things around, so stay focused and try not to be too impatient.
There may be a lot of emotion involved with letting go in some way today, possibly giving something up to serve a bigger higher purpose. Be aware that not everyone will be happy about this and it is important to see things as others do. You may be biting off more than you can chew, so working with others could help you greatly today, even though they may not understand the depth of your feelings and you may prefer to work on your own. Try to moderate your workaholic tendencies and see the lighter side of things. It may be more effective to communicate your profound truths in a lighthearted and fun sort of way ….
You may feel forced into making an important decision today and this may require a great deal of weighing up in order to understand both sides of the situation. You may feel as though you have been ‘sleep walking’ and that you have suddenly woken up. Even though you may want to keep everything nice and harmonious, you can also be quite ruthless about getting what you want, especially when pushed out of your comfort zone. You have the ideas but you may doubt yourself and there may be a fear of failure, but get a grip on your moodiness and emotion, allow your great creativity to break through and there is the potential for transformation.