You will not give up until you achieve what you have set out to achieve, this battle can captivate you. You have the potential to rise above great transience and change, to do things in new ways. You are capable of great success and great frustration. Others may disappoint you, unless you get past your fear of failure and learn to see things as others do. Allow yourself to calm down and go with the flow more, accepting change and responsibility. There is no easy way to achieve all that you what to achieve. Go into the quiet and the way forward may become clear.