Try to stay inspired and in touch with the much bigger picture, spend no time comparing yourself to others and feeling you do not fit in and that you are not good enough. Your control is admirable, but so is spontaneity. Try to laugh at your foibles and faults, you don’t have to fight for everything all of the time. Perhaps allow someone other than yourself to be your teacher. Focus on taking positive action rather than planning in detail and getting frustrated. Stay focused and positive, ideally loosen up and work with others more. Together, ideally focus on developing your creativity and inspiration.