You may go to great lengths to ensure there is harmony around you and that you are running a ‘tight ship’. You may deny your feelings as you may want to appear ‘in control’, and this may result in more feelings than you know what to do with. If so, self-acceptance and a creative outlet may help you greatly, as they stop you getting stuck in the past and reliving old wounds. Try also not to be so impatient, as the resulting frustrations may mean you are easily influenced, placing your confidence with the wrong people. Try to truly listen to others, even if they are not saying what you want to hear. Drop the martyrdom, instead appreciate, consider, and co-operate with others more, that way there is the possibility of realising your hopes together ….
You may feel an intense struggle to be independent and self-confident and may want time on your own to find your own inner strength again. You may find you are quite impractical in your idealism, as well as impatient. The courage to be yourself and to do things in your own way may be important to you, but still allow others to help you. You may have lots of ideas, but you may doubt yourself and rather than put energy into frustration, it may help if you accept life as it is, while also not losing sight of where you want to get to, trusting that life will move you to where you are needed. Listen to your inner voice as well as to others, stay true to who you are, it’s not just about appearance, true beauty comes from within.
Suddenly closing your door to others, leaving the past behind, determined not to reopen past issues, is not always the best way forward. Conflict is sometimes necessary, especially if you want to break through to find freedom and to transform things. You don’t always have to put your suit of armour on to go into battle, in fact your sensitivity is one of your greatest strengths. So, acknowledge just how sensitive you are, know also that you may be holding on too tightly to a structure that has gone. Now may be the time to truly listen to others and allow yourself to think in new ways. You have a choice in how you respond every moment, so allow your generous nature also to come through, reconnect and have fun.
You may be determined to get to the bottom of things and can be quite unstoppable. But, in the process you may feel pushed out of your comfort zone and may be surprised by the amount of emotion and re-evaluation that may be required. Be kind to yourself, know you don’t have to be the best every time and try to be open to new thinking. In the process you may decide to get out of the way so others can come through, ideally making more time for fun and less time for judgement.
You may have an indomitable spirit that doesn’t recognise defeat and you rarely back down from confrontation. Despite this you may also be very patient and steadfast when necessary and your innate fairness normally rules over your very competitive nature. You are a perfectionist and as much as possible you may want perfect harmony to prevail. To achieve and stay one step ahead, you may have to change how you view some aspects of your past, ideally healing misunderstandings, to accept change and responsibility. Despite the obstacles and possible misunderstandings, stay focussed on where you want to get to. Try to feel grateful to the obstacles, they keep you grounded, focussed, and connected to others, they also mean you are moving forward and ultimately, they may help you push through with great creativity to transform things.
Try to master what you do in your own way and in your own time, without being stressed or driven. Recognition is important to you and will come, in the meantime stay focussed. Recognise the power in silence, know your patience and ability to wait can take you a long way. Meanwhile try to spread the light, the love, and the wisdom.
You may feel sensitive and fragile, as well as quite sceptical, there may be a lot of emotion you find difficult to express. There may be a fear of failure and of not being good enough, but at the same time you may be impatient for change and to inspire others to think in new ways. Listening to others may be key, if bit by bit you are to bring in new thinking. Working behind the scenes and keeping your opinions to yourself may also help all concerned. Perhaps just for today, let things happen in their own good time and try to ensure the words don’t pour out of you.
Obstacles could wake you up in some way and there may be frustration if things are not going according to your plans. Endurance may be needed but have no doubt that you can turn things around. Now may be a good time to conserve your energies, by mastering your emotions and truly listening to others before you respond, keeping your words as clear and as simples possible. Try also to be grateful to the obstacles – they keep you focused, grounded, and help you to connect with others in a whole new way, they also mean you are moving forward. Be sensitive to those around you and expect a degree of compromise, but not where your ultimate goals are concerned. You might also be closer than you think to turning things around, so stay focused and try not to be too impatient.
There may be a lot of emotion involved with letting go and this may cause you great frustration, especially if you haven’t delivered all you promised yourself. You may like to be the centre of attention but may feel you need a break from this, perhaps focussing more on your private life before taking your dream on again. You may have bitten off more than you can chew, if so working with others may also help you greatly, even though they may not understand the depth of your feelings and you may prefer to work on your own. It may be time to moderate your workaholic tendencies and see the lighter side of things. You may also find you can help more people when you communicate your profound truths in a more light hearted and fun sort of way ….
You may feel forced into making an important decision and taking action. A great deal of re-evaluation may also be required if you are to understand what makes others act the way they do. You may feel as though you have been ‘sleep walking’ and that you have suddenly woken up. To keep everything harmonious, it may be key that you listen and keep your words clear, and simple. You may like time and space on your own in your comfort zone. If this is the case, get a grip on your moodiness and don’t take yourself and your beliefs too seriously, try to be more forgiving and dare to fail. Change is always guaranteed.