Try not to hide your warm sensitive heart behind such a forbidding exterior. Give yourself time to dream and recharge, despite your fears. You may want to start lots of new projects, but there may be obstacles and others may be trying to impose their thinking on you. There may be disappointment and you may be being told to ‘get real’. You may want to withdraw for protection but hold on to what remains true to you in your heart. You don’t have be right all the time and you don’t have to be in charge, for everything to work out. You may have to be patient and focussed, and this may be extremely uncomfortable for you, but there is the potential for a breakthrough if you can stand back from the situation and look at things differently. Doors are opening – this isn’t a punishment, and it may be preparation!
You may feel very unsettled and with so much to do, you may feel you need a holiday. There may be lots of emotion and frustration, your energies may feel very scattered. It is important you stay confident and strong. Believe in your talents, your different way of doing things is your gift to the world. No more hiding behind gadgets, work, and status. No more confusion and manipulation, take time to find your centre and make plans again. Time to find your treasure within.
You may go to great lengths to ensure there is harmony around you and that you are running a ‘tight ship’. You may deny your feelings as you may want to appear ‘in control’, and this may result in more feelings than you know what to do with as well as great frustration. If so, self-acceptance and a creative outlet may help you greatly, as they stop you getting stuck in the past and reliving old wounds. Try also to truly listen to others, even if they are not saying what you want to hear. Your fear of failure may have left you feeling exhausted, if so. give yourself space and time for new thinking. Use your true feelings to see clearly in all situations and there is the possibility of realising your hopes, working with others ….
You may feel an intense struggle to be independent and self-confident and may want time on your own to find your own inner strength again. You may find you are quite impractical in your idealism, as well as impatient. The courage to be yourself and to do things in your own way may be important to you, but still allow others to help you. Despite your impractical idealism you may feel forced into action, and this may lead to frustration as you can be quite ruthless about getting what you want. Listen to your inner voice as well as to others, stay true to who you are. Understand that everything evolves in cycles and that you always have a choice in how you respond. Trust life will move you where you are needed and there is the potential for you to achieve the success that matters so much to you, through your creativity and your communication skills, (communicating from the heart to the heart).
Congratulations to Dame Kelly Holmes for being on the panel of ‘Loose Women’ for more than a year!
Above is a ‘Relationship Chart’ that illustrates how positive this is for her.
Providing a solid base (4) for her to help others (9).
Also, the name ‘Loose Women’ has OSE 46/ 19/ 10/ 1 (sum of all letters) and 19/ 10/ 1 is Kelly’s Birthday No. or starting point.
19/ 10/ 1 in Numerology can represent a massive struggle to be independent and self-confident, (9 wanting to help humanity and encouraging you to ‘let go and trust’, 1 focussing on the self and wanting one way of doing things with ‘solid control’).
The 19th card in Tarot is ‘The Sun’, the spiritual light that penetrates everything, leaving nothing hidden.
Ultimately 19/ 10/ 1 represents the correct use of power and a ‘new age type leader’ who works with compassion and takes everyone with them.
The 19/10/ 1 for ‘Loose Women’ is influenced by 46, which represents ‘the hands-on servant’ who takes the decision to express their ideals in service and through their actions.
28/ 10/ 1 is also the Soul Urge or motivation that comes the sum of the vowels in ‘Loose Women’.
This represents the courage to truly be yourself, with the attitude ‘who dares wins’.
18/ 9 is the Personality No. that comes from the sum of consonants in ‘Loose Women’.
This encourages endurance and serving out of love.
1809 is also the number on Kelly’s running vest.
15/ 6 is also the ‘First Goal’ of ‘Loose Women’ (6 + 9) this represents ‘angel or devil’ and the choice to be made. This number brings everything together for Kelly.
The Mission or ‘Life Path’ No. for ‘Loose Women’ = 43/ 16/ 7, is all about relationships and encourages Kelly to truly be herself and to go with the flow, not worrying so much about perfection.
Kelly’s challenge (17/ 8), is to realise her hopes and creativity by getting to the bottom of things …
Taking action, being true to herself …
Potentially finding her treasure within along the way …
This show is an opportunity for Kelly to inspire new thinking, to go with some of her ideas and express her great creativity.
Nothing happens by chance!
Please follow link below for a previous article, inspired by my first meeting with Dame Kelly Holmes. Let me know if you would like more information.
“Your name tells a lot about you and everyone has a name”. In a recent meeting with Dame Kelly Holmes, I described what her name means to her and guided her in knowing more about herself. Below are some reflections following our conversation.
Suddenly closing your door to others, leaving the past behind, determined not to reopen past issues, is not always the best way forward. Conflict is sometimes necessary, especially if you want to break through to find freedom and to transform things. You don’t always have to put your suit of armour on to go into battle, in fact your sensitivity is one of your greatest strengths. So, acknowledge just how sensitive you are, know also that you may be holding on too tightly to a structure that has gone. Now may be the time to truly listen to others and allow yourself to think in new ways. You have a choice in how you respond every moment, so allow your generous nature also to come through, reconnect and have fun. Hands-off and let things happen ….
You may be determined to get to the bottom of things and can be quite unstoppable. But, in the process you may feel pushed out of your comfort zone and may be surprised by the amount of emotion and re-evaluation that may be required. Be kind to yourself, know you don’t have to be the best every time and try to be open to new thinking. In the process you may decide to get out of the way so others can come through, ideally making more time for fun and less time for judgement.
You may have an indomitable spirit that doesn’t recognise defeat and you rarely back down from confrontation. Despite this you may also be very patient and steadfast when necessary and your innate fairness normally rules over your very competitive nature. You have your plans as well as a powerful intellect and you may be a perfectionist, who feels very unsettled, wanting security and stability but needing freedom, you may have lots of ideas, but you may doubt yourself. It may be key today that you go into the quiet to keep yourself grounded, focussed, and moving in a direction of your choice as much as possible. To achieve and stay one step ahead, you may have to change how you view some aspects of your past, ideally healing misunderstandings. Gain self-worth also by helping those in front of you, rather than trying to save the world.
Try to master what you do in your own way and in your own time, without being stressed or driven. Recognition is important to you and will come, in the meantime stay focussed, grounded and connected to others. Don’t let the tail wag the dog.
You may have a lot to say and may be very sensitive to any exploitation you witness, but be sympathetic to the feelings of others. Not everyone is as strong willed and directed as you. Working behind the scenes and keeping your opinions to yourself may also help all concerned. Perhaps just for today, let things happen in their own good time and try to ensure the words don’t pour out of you.