There may be a decision to be made and you may know deep down that determination may not be enough. Open yourself to the spiritual and try to connect with the bigger picture, moving from the smaller self to the greater self, understanding that you always have a choice. It may help to spend some time re-examining what it is you truly want, as it is important you love what you do. Try not to be so blunt in your criticism and see things as others do. Take responsibility and this can give you freedom, spend no time blaming anyone else. Find the peace within and this will surround you.