Try to stay inspired and in touch with the much bigger picture, spend no time comparing yourself to others and feeling you do not fit in and that you are not good enough. Your control is admirable, but so is spontaneity. Try to loosen up and laugh at your foibles and faults. Be open to new thinking and new ideas, focus on inner change and transformation. Don’t lose sight of where you want to get to, just try a different route. Focus on taking positive action and trying something new, rather than planning in detail and getting frustrated. Ideally make the journey from your head to your heart, then get stuck in dealing with reality.